Today is my first post. Of course it is. Em, I thought this would be an interesting thing to start. Maybe it will help me thru some of my issues. Just not sure that I want anyone reading this at all. I've had a stressful few weeks. My daughter just started daycare. I am scared somewhat. I hate trusting people. I've been pretty depressed. I keep realizing how alone I am. I just wish, I had someone to love me. Or at least a good friend to hang out with once in a while. All I do here is work, sleep, talk on the net and go to school. It's beginning to really suck. Well, it has sucked for a long time, I'm just realizing how bad it is. Least I don't have to deal with Wil much, cuz he started working.

I've had a lot of anger issues lately. Wish I didn't, wish I could control it. I want to get therapy or something, but I've very scared. Scared of change I guess. Scared that people will find out what goes on in my head. It's not a good thing most the time. Just so many bad things happened to me, when I was young, and the people should of been punished, and they haven't. I guess that is just what I want. To give me closure. I don't want this guy to do things to his daughters now that he has some. I fear for things like these daily. Especially for my daughter.