School is almost done.
Thank God, I need a rest.
I've been behind on my work, although its all turned out well.
I'm tired of men, and of choices.
I want a husband, I want to settle down,
I want something real, something tangible,
something, something I'm not sure I will ever have.
I live too much in the past. I need to focus on the future.
I had suicidal thoughts this week. Destructive, disgusting ones, ones I've never had before. Are they realistic? No. Are they scary? YES!
I've not been feeling well, I've had a stomache type problem lately. Hopefully things will work out with it soon. My stomache is already feeling better today.
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As told, by her, and her borderline personality...
1 comment:
hang in there Jae, life is bad for all of us at one time or another and sometimes it just dont seem like problems will go away..Please dont worry about MEN! think of yourself for now..companionship is good, but having good friends and working on your "self" goals is probably best for you right now. Take sometime out and do something good for yourself, Respect yourself, and once your find that in yourself you can move on to the dating world and look forward to that instead of having the past haunt you. Have a wonderful Holiday season!
Sincerely
SW
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