Sunday, September 17, 2006

Decisions

My boi and I are at a point where I have a decision to make....and its all up to me... I don't understand why it has to be that way.

He's lied to me, I spy on him.... We have major trust issues. Things won't change... and he tells me he's not going to change unless I can definititively tell me that I want him.

I want him, on my terms, and I know it can't be that way.... so I guess I already know what my decision is, only I want to wait and see if he follows thru with coming to see me...

Will he?
Will he even bother... has he even tried to get a day off?

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