I had some crazy dreams last nite. I dreamt that Jenn was visiting me, and I was too busy and lost track of time. I was almost 2 hours late for work… so I kept trying to dial the number and.. it wouldn’t work.. I kept miss dialing.. . I never did get thru.. but.. I tried for over a half hour. I was crazy.

Things are going ok.. I keep telling myself.. to not see Matt again. I’m really pissed. I don’t’ know what to think. Some girl was on his messenger last nite.. named Rachel.. and she was talking to me.. while he was playing a game. Should I want to date him? (um.. maybe) Should I even try? (NO) let him come to me.. if he wants something…. He needs to call me. I guess.. overall it is just his loss. I am trying to move on already. If he wants to see me, that will be fine. But I’ve changed my mind and won’t take a day off for him. Anyway.. it is hard. It sucks

Well.. work is going good. I need to quit surfing the net and work on my homework. I guess the first step on this is to quit typing here.