Its been over for a few weeks, and he thinks he's so slick. He decides its over, says he's talked to his "DR", and that it was now a lost cause... even after last nite, he still wasn't getting it.
I kept telling him, our love, and our both wanting a family wasn't enough to stay together.... but he wouldn't let go. It took a girl sending him naked pics, and me snooping in his email to get him to do it. I asked him for months to change his password. I told him of my snooping past. Its an addiction to me. Only I'm sure she said more to him, than he says... and I'm sure that it was more than him just talking to his Dr... to get him to change his password.
I hate liars. But I love him.
Thursday, October 05, 2006
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For the record, "she" didn't get me to change my password. I did it myself after talking to Dr. Allen. I bled my heart out to him. I know you're hurting, but so am I. I didn't want to lose you, and I held out hope for us for so long. But it happened. And we have to move on. I'm trying to let go of all my feelings. I'm trying to make my pain stop. I'm also very concerned about you. I still care for you very much ands want you to be ok and happy.
I'm sorry for all the pain I've caused you. And all the pain you're feeling now.
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