Tuesday, May 30, 2006

I'm LUCKY

I honestly do feel lucky. I have a really great boyfriend, and he doesn't give himself credit for alot of it. I don't know yet, if he's trying to be modest, or whether he doesn't believe in himself.

Regardless, he's the best boyfriend I've had. Respectful, loving, understanding, committed, reassuring, gentle, and a million plus one other things... I could list all day. He's the one thing, besides my daughter & my blankie, that actually comforts me. His sweet voice, picturing his smile on the other side of the phone. Hearing him laugh. It brings joy to my world. He's always there to listen to me, whether I'm bitching, complaining, hurting, or even happy or joyful.

He means the world to me. I honestly don't think I'm too attached. I wonder if he wonders how I feel, because I joke about marriage. Thing is, he knows that is where I want this to go at some point, and I'm pretty sure that is what he's hoping for. Only time will tell. I honestly believe communication is the key. Its something, I really am trying at, but I really have alot to work on.

I hope he can stick with me thru this rough time, because I know things will get better.

I love him. With all my heart. He truely is the best.

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