Things

Things seem to be ok. Work is ok. Home is ok, but I just got paid, so there in lies a problem. I'm not worrying about that yet. I'll wait till after I call the bank here in a few minutes... lol

I just feel really lucky to have met Chris. He's brought alot into my life, in the short time I've known him. We've been dating almost a month, talking on the phone about 5-6 weeks, and I believe we starting chatting in March. He doesn't put up with my shit. He doesn't let me get away with my saying "I don't want to talk about it!"
He told me last nite, that he'd hang up on me if I didn't talk about it. I didn't want to feel that.

I get real nervous, about things, my anxiety is so high. The meds so far haven't helped much.

I gotta get back to work.