Um... I'm back.. back again

So damn much has changed in the last few weeks. I got a new car, a job, and I'm dating someone. I don't spend much time online anymore.
Wanted to share some new poems.

Full of love
Unbearable pain
Had so much to live for
Had so much to gain.

Why did he take her?
Why couldn't she stay?
We'd all give our own lives,
to see her, just one more day.

What was it he wanted?
Why did she have to die?
Why? We all ask you, Lord...
Why?

She was special to
everyone she knew,
A daughter, a sister, a friend.
Why was her life so short?
Why did it have to end?

I wrote this poem today, for a friend... she died yesterday in a car accident. I used to be best friends with her sister. She was best friends with my sister... Only 18. It makes everyone sad. I saw kids at the Hub (local gas station convience store) last nite, all looking sad, with the redness of many tears that ran down there face. I saw where she crashed tonite coming home from work, there were tons of flowers there... So sad... Though. ..she wasn't wearing a seatbelt, some said.. it wouldn't of mattered, she still would of died.

Well, my new bf, EPB, I will call him. He's great, sweet sentimental, loving. I can share with him anything, talk freely.. and just enjoy him. I wrote some poems the other day, inspired by him...
Here goes..

To this the man
I find so sweet,
To this the man,
I want to meet.

I smile,
As I think of him,
I smile,
I’m no longer grim.

To this the man,
I’m falling for.
Will you love me
Never more?

To this the man
I think is great,
Oh my, is love
Our fate?

To this the man,
Whom I give my heart,
In hopes that love,
Will never part.


AND



Your love,
Your touch,
My love I can’t trust,
You can try if you must.

Each day I cry.
I don’t know why
I miss your love,
I miss your smile,
I miss the love, that makes love
Worthwhile.

Touch me here.
Hold me now.
Show me love,
I’ll allow.

Slowly breathe,
What words allow,
Hold me tight, and
Love me now.


Well enjoy, that's all for now... I need to get off so I can call, EPB.

:)

PS MICHEL!!! I NEED UR HELP WITH MY COMMENTS AGAIN...