I'm starting school on Monday. I went to withdraw but ended up getting what I wanted, more classes, and nice people to help me. I didn't get anything I wanted done today. Well that's a lie, I did laundry but asked Francis to hang it out. I hope he did. I have like 3 or 4 more loads to do this weekend. I won't have time after this to do it. BLAH. I'm glad I'm staying home, but I do enjoy being in DW's arms. I've conceited it won't amount to anything, and I feel bad, because I feel like I led him on. He is really sweet, just... I think that he's not confident in the fact that he is a good catch.
I talked to ELJH, last nite. I hadn't talked (chatted) with him since Christmas. He called me and we talked, or I did most the talking rather, but he listend to me ramble. He was supposed to call me today, in the daytime, but he didn't, but hopefully he will contact me. I got to see him on webcam, he's adorable. Last time I talked to him, he was weird about meeting people on the net, and now he seems open to the idea. It would be nice to at least see him.
Haven't heard from CG... but that is no loss. I apoligized to him for flipping out.
I'll be getting student loans which will help with my financial situation, I just hope it doesn't affect my bankruptcy. I'm getting sick of people telling me I'll lose my car, because all the laws I've seen, say I won't... as long as I make the payments. I have made a list of people I owe, I think I have about 30 people on that list so far.
I also got my allergy shot today. First time in weeks. I got my classes together. I just did my student loan papers. I went thru some paperwork on who I owe. And I called HartLeave to start the paperwork for my surgery. Now I'm here eating my dinner, and chilling, since its so quiet here. I hope it stays that way for the next few months (yeah right) so I can study while I'm here.
Both scared and anxious about my surgery. I hope all goes well. I can't wait to get all the bad stuff behind me and move on with my life.
School will help in the fact that I'll be getting my education and yet I will be able to stay away from the men in my life that aren't good for me.
I need to take more time for me... and quit worrying about stupid men.
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3 comments:
Good going Jae!
Its about time you paid more attention to yourself..you will find that you should have done this all along..just remember who your friends are that do care about you..good luck!
xoxoox
Ok.. who posted this? I'm about to change the status of, who posts, to ... NO ANONYMOUS POSTS... sorry.. I'm not really cranky.. today, just tired of trying to figure out who.. wrote what...???
I am really glad you're going to school. A very positive direction, I'm proud of you, Jae.
Love,
T.
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