Wondering Wondering, It seems all that I do,
Why do I have to always wonder about you?
I do not want to,
I want to try,
to stop wondering
why?

I had a pretty uneventful nite. The things that happen right now, I can not talk about. I am in Pittsburgh now, visiting my best friend. I will update more, when I get back to my home and my own space, so I can right more freely.

I'm still in a good mood, doing good despite the fact that I have forgoten my meds from this morning, and took them at 3pm. I have only a few more days and I am off the Effexor. :)

I am getting currently upset by C. I am talking to him on MSN, and I am feeling that he doesn't trust me, because my uncle was on my yahoo messenger of something. I just don't understand what is going on in his head. I wish I could understand more. Oh well, I guess men and women were not meant to understand each other all the time. I do love him so much. The feeling of us together makes me feel so happy.