You think of your best friends, and you wonder what has changed over the years. So much has changed, yet we still stay in touch... why? Is it some internal obligation we feel. I love them, but I don't feel the love from them like I used to. I mentioned to my best friend S. that we don't talk as much as we used to, and she didn't quite understand. I guess I felt bad, when she didn't understand, cuz it was hard for me to say in the first place. I spent the weekend with her, and some of it was like old times. It's just maybe it is me, I'm not as open with her as I used to be. We both have so many problems, problems we don't know how to solve. I wish that we both find our true happiness someday. I know, in my heart that we will.