Life

So funny, so wierd, and yet still unfulfilling.. that's life.

Why do things have to be the way they are? Why can't people just be honest? I don't get it. It would help me a great deal. I can't deal with the stress of life. Not sure where to turn. Noone understands me... even the ones that think they do.

I can't get the help i need, and I don't know what I'm supposed to do. Part of me wants to live, part of me is already dying....

Dying inside,
Crying inside,
nowhere to run,
nowhere to hide.

Where do I go,
where do I stay?
Where is my life,
do I go which way?

To live, to die,
to hide to cry.
Do you know?
I want to know why.

Feeling of mistrust,
Unguided love,
Please help me Lord,
If you are above.