Work..

I left work early, well sort of. I actually was there until 11pm.

BUT around 9 pm or so, i started coughing, and my asthma was kicking up, I took my inhaler, with the hopes that would help. I went to the bathroom, and started coughing and coughing and coughing.....

I couldn't breath, I started getting upset about not being able to breathe, how much time I was off the phone, and if I would lose my job.. and I started to get more upset and more upset. I went and sat on the couch, and it didn't help much. I took my inhaler again, my 6th puff within the hour. My hands started to get numb, I wasn't coughing anymore.. but I couldn't get a deep breath in.

This went on for about 20 minutes or so, before I was able to recover my breathing.
Someone, of course, told my boss, but, I wasn't sure what to do.

I'm alive, scared, but alive. Thankfully, I think. Going to try to see if i can find one of my doctors to see me tommorrow..... to take a look, but I'm in so much pain right now...

My head hurts, my chest is tight, and I'm scared, I'm very very scared.