Wanting to post tonite..

But too tired to get into anything I wanted to write about.

Josh, Sunny and I had a good time tonite... then.. after Sunny went to bed, I had even a better time.. Josh is so attentive... and affectionate.. I like that.. (Yes, me and him are still broke up)-- He made me cum again... twice... and no.. we didn't have sex. He seems to be ok with that. I did share with him the thing about HPV, and he appreciated the fact, that I respected him enough to act like that. And now he understands why I don't want to have sex.

Plus, though I need the company, and the affection, it makes me feel good.... times like now, after Josh is gone, and home... makes me want T. more. I love the way I felt in his arms.. I loved falling asleep... naked.. after making love... I felt so safe... so loved, so comforted. Its something that I wouldn't mind having every nite for the rest of my life, though, I'm completely scared.. . that I never will.