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Comments on my comments. I love them. No intrusions... I enjoy them. Other peoples opinions... (although I don't agree sometimes- which this is not the case), well other peoples opinions, give me insight into my own world.

I talked to S, and told him how I was feeling. He's still really needy, but has told me he's ok with being friends. We are going to hang out Sunday nite... mostly because I have another date.. with KH, a single guy, that lives in Philly, 25, lives on his own, and has a decent job. He seems nice, and if all goes well we are hanging out on Friday nite, and Saturday as well. I'll talk to him more tonite about it, but we spent over 4 hours on the phone talking last nite.

My sister called me last nite. She is being admitted to the hospital. Her gall bladder is causing problems with her liver enzymes or such... and they have to go in and remove it. They were trying to hold off, but they can't any longer.

As for CG, well... I was really snotty and sarcastic to him. He doesn't really call me lately... and I try not to call him. The only reason I called the other day was to see if I left my brush there. He couldn't find it. He tried to call me last nite when I was talking to KH, and I ignored the call, especially since I was talking to him online. He said something about wanting to see how I was doing, cuz he was talking with a friend who was having a hard time, and that he couldn't sleep until he talked to me. I told him he should ask Christina to call him and tuck him in. Right after that, he logged off.. and ran away.. pretty much. Thats one thing that really bugs me.. he runs away, and doesn't come back. When I run away, like that cuz I'm upset, I come back, because I realize I shouldn't have ran away. Either way... He told me the other nite.. that He's mine, for now.. he's mine... and that he can't make any promises.... but also that he wants me to date other people as well. I am dating, and I had no intentions of stopping... it just makes seeing other people weird...

As for KH, I need to tell him about my SI, and I'm a bit afraid. I don't think he will judge me, or run away... but... its still a hard thing to do. I don't want him to see it, and question me when we are together, because that makes it difficult to talk about. Plus if he wants to bail, I want to make sure he has a chance.. before I find out that I like him...

Off to therapy....