Stupidity or Love?

I love him. I really do. But I think stupidity keeps me coming back. I don't know what to do, what to feel, or how to think. Him and I are back talking. No argueing. I feel his pain. I feel his love. I want to be in his arms. I know, and he thinks I don't... I know that he and I will not end up together in the long run. How do I know this? Because I won't allow it. I can't live my life with someone insecure and unsure of himself. I can't allow myself to be in a long term relationship with someone who isn't trying to build a future for himself. I can't live my life with someone who allows bad influences that close into his heart. I can't be with someone who doesn't want the best for himself.

I love him, I really do. I only want the best for him, but I'm really trying to move on. Its hard, I hate that he is hurting lately. I hate knowing he is so happy with me, and misses me so much when I'm not there. I hate that without me he is alone. But I also have my own needs and wants. I'm looking for a husband, a prince, someone to love me unconditionally.. and to help me build a life, a future, for us, for our family. I can't have that with him.