Monday, March 07, 2005

Just Realize Something..

JERRY.. the guy.. who I hang out with most the time..
the one that is not attracted to me... (because I'm fat)...
and Who.. I seem to annoy alot..

Spends more time with me, and puts me number one, and comforts me, and shows me more true affection, than any guy I've dated.... in almost the past year..
That is pretty fucked up.

Now I'm fucked off even more. Can I ever meet a "real" man...

Nah, not sure what I'd do with one even if i found one.. right now, I'd rather just have some good.. and hot sex..

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