Today

Not sure what to say about today. I tried to sooth my anger that I felt towards my grandmother. I feel it more and more. I do not like the anger I feel. I wish I could do something, something to make it easier here.

Things with C. and I are going good. I've missed him this weekend, we didn't really talk much this weekend. I can't wait for him to be here though. I just wish I could do the paperwork myself, instead of having to ask someone else to do it for me. IT SUCKS.

Tommorrow I will be going to Darian's school. That will be fun.

The love I cherish,
The love I see,
It is right there..
waiting for me..

Waiting for me,
To be free,
Of this pain,
I hold inside me.

The pain I hold,
wants to leave,
I feel it inside,
I want to believe

I want to believe,
That the pain is gone,
I can't feel it now,
but it will be back before long.