Wedding Bells in the Air....

I'm in one of those moods, the ones i'm not used to. I'm not completely in a good mood, but not in a bad one either. Am I the only one that is not used to these days?? I hope not. Well I do know that I am not alone.

C. and I set a date.. June 14th, 2004. It's still unofficial yet.. ya know, still have to get a pastor, and rent the firehall and use the church.. and stuff like that, but hopefull all will work out well. I won't have the money to do these things till after the first of the year anyway. It is still and exciting process.

I cried my eyes out tonite talking with my aunt. I think I needed that release. It is kind of cool, she is planning on getting married soon also. Next year around the same time. We are trying to coordinate so we arent competeing.. and so we dont have such similiar weddings. I don't think that we will. Since she has had a wedding before.. she knows more about planning. I know I helped her make a million flowers for her wedding.. lol

Well all seems ok.. in my neverland. I'm doing ok. I'm working towards that goal of being happier every day. I know one day, I won't doubt happiness, and that makes my life worth living.