Crying

Life sucks, crying again..
didn't take that medicine, for two days.. wonders if that is it.. or if it is PMS, not sure, my period .. well i thought it was starting... but.. it really hasn't...

my brain is so fucked up. I'm so lonely. So scared. So lonely.

Tears stream down my face. I can't stop these feelings. I wish I could just figure my life out. Why does everything have to be so fucking complicated. I hate feelings. Especially loving feelings, and sad feelings. I hate being so emotional. I hate hurting so bad.