Work

Just realized this is pretty much the only thing I can access thru work, where I could actually communicate with someone. Weird. Everything at my job is pretty much blocked. I hate it.

My job is stressful. Insurance. Complicated, and frustrating, for me, for everyone...
But.. its always interesting.

I'm feeling really blah today.... really lonely..
a bit mad at myself. Glad I have Friday off, Hope I have someone to go out with. Either way... I'll still have fun. The Underwater rocks.

I feel a bit frustrated, cuz noone here at work remembered my birthday, it fucks me off, more than just a bit.... because I always bring in shit for everyone's birthday. That and I hate being 26, I really do. I don't want to be 26.

I'm tired of everyone saying... Do this for your daughter, do that, she didn't ask to come into this world. Well... DUH fuckers.. I didn't ask to either, and I don't want to be here.

I was excited today, I got a birthday picture today, from Punky's brother. Least someone remembered me.. and all me and Mike did was fight... I guess my life could be worse, I could be in prison..

I feel like such an asshole though, cuz I rarely write back to them, and I should.