I miss him. I wonder what pain he's in. I fear that call, that will say he's passed, all I want to do is see him one more time, if that is so...
I'm scared. I've never had someone die that I was really closer to. My great-gram passed when I was 7 I believe, and I was too young to understand as I didn't have a chance to get to know her.
I just want to curl up in a ball and cry. Work is being understanding though, and luckily I have some time...
I just want to see my grandpa, hold his hand.. and tell him I love him, and I wish I had been around more. I want to thank him for loving me, and loving my daughter, and helping me out when he can. I love him.
I prayed to God last nite, to keep him safe, and then.. early in the morning he had another heart attack and they life flighted him to Erie. Where is this God, everyone tells me about?
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As told, by her, and her borderline personality...
2 comments:
Oh, Jul, how sorry I am about your grandpa! There is so much I want to say but I am not sure how to word it all and, even if I could, there would not be enough room here anyways. I really, really hope he pulls through and I will be praying for him, too! I know it's hard to imagine that there is a God at a time like this because, if there were, how could he let this happen?? But think of it this way: If, God forbid, something did happen to your grandpa, you would know that you and Dare have a guardian angel looking out for you and protecting you always........I wish I could say something more comforting but I don't do well with these kinds of things either......I love you!!
Somewhere....
God is barking backwards.....
(Hugs....)
T.
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