Noone...

Noone really comments on my blog much anymore. Kind of dissappointing and relieving at the same time. I'm not sure if I like having my post public, for everyone to read my doubts, my dreams, my hopes, and my hurts... or if I like them being private. I think the most productive thing of having them open and out there, is my few friends that read, get to keep up to date with me, even though, they and I are too busy to talk. But, then I say things here very uninhibited, and some people may not enjoy reading it.

Had a job interview, close to Philly today, Plymouth Meeting, was close to CG, about 15 minutes, so I called him. On my newly reinstated prepaid stupid cell phone & said.."can I have a minute of your time" he was like "sure." but he didn't quite get that I wanted to come over. So I was like, "hun, I want to come over." He off course was like, cool, where you at. So I stopped by, we hung out outside, and he played with the dog. Beautiful dog. Then, just before it was time to leave, we went inside.. Before this though, (although he did notice my hair, which was cool), he kept asking me.. what was wrong. "Nothing," I replied. It was with honestly. I really didn't think anything was wrong. Just the normal worries, the relationship... etc. I was wanting a bit more attention and affection, but we were outside, and people were around, so it was ok. Well, when we went in the house, he was getting ready for work, we started making out, and he asked could we have a quickie. Would I deny him? No... I'm always horny. So here I am, at work, typing this, smelling like the sweet smell of sex.

On another note. Today I was suppposed to start the medicine to get my period. And... well.. it came on its own. Thats a good thing, means my body is still working.. but we will see.