Tears...

Tears flow down my eyes, because I know no other way to express my sadness.
I've already been depressed, this is the third day, of my down.
This morning, well right before work, i get a call from my uncle Joe,
he called to let my aunt know that my grandpa was in the hospital.
He had a mild heart attack and is now having problems with his kidneys. He's stable from what I understand, but it still scares and upsets me.

I don't know what to think. I don't know what to feel. I wish I could see him, I never make enough time to see him, and he's not getting any younger.