Life is so frustrating. Its an emotional day. I've already been emotional, and my hormones don't help anything. I haven't had a period in almost 3 months. My daughter has lice again. AGAIN! I want to go shoot someone. Francis and Darian disappeared so I didn't get to treat her before I left for work, so I left a note for Sally to do it, but I doubt it will get done, or done right, so I'll have a bigger mess tommorrow to deal with. FUCK Freaking WOW!
So Stressed. Did I mention that? What keeps me going...?? My new.. sweetie, not sure what refer to him as.... maybe CG (Crazy GUY)- He is crazy- he has to be... he tolerates me.. and still wants to meet me after all the stuff I've told him. And I pretty much tell him everything. Its weird.. he acts so similiar to me.. (in the good ways).. he's very loving, and caring, and concerned. If I were him and I met me, I'd run the other way...
So he's coming on Saturday, up from Philly, and.. we are meeting, supposed to go to Dinner, at The Olive Garden (I've been wanting to go there), and then to a movie. He's getting a hotel just down the street from my house. Not sure what we are doing Sunday, but I'll figure something out. Thinking the Pagoda, maybe a museum.
But... Therapy was stressful, talked about alot of sexual things, that go on in my life. Something I wasn't able to share with my last therapist. She asked me.. if I was planning on having sex with CG.. and I was like.. uh "NO"... but we didn't really talk about it. One thing I enjoy, is we flirt, its just not all sexual. Though... he has said.. that he wants to "make love to me"... He said that we can take it as slow as we need to... and I feel there is no need to rush.
I worry though.. as I do alot.
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