Tuesday, May 31, 2005

CG

CG & I broke up. Supposedly a mutual agreement, but more his idea than mine. I believe that relationships take time, and that they can't always be the number one thing in someones life. I understand where he's coming from though, and I question my ability to judge this decision, as... rightly, I should probably run away from the relationship.

I heard the same words come out of CG's mouth that came out of T's. About how he couldn't give me what I wanted, and how he needed to get his chaotic life figured out a bit more. And that things wouldn't changed. But they did, they do. Lack of commitment, pretty much turns me off. I need some kind of commitment... so that part makes me sad.

I also believe that having a relationship with someone, helps balance the the other chaos in your life. Its nice to know that when you come home at nite, someone still loves you, and wants you, and you have someone there to listen to you. Apparently CG, and T- Don't agree..

But I have bigger problems than that....


TO BE CONTINUED.....

1 comment:

Lisa Marie said...

Hon, I'm sorry to hear about you and CG! I am sure you will tell me what happened when we get to talk again........I hope you are doing ok! Which leads me to my next point...BIGGER problems??? Breaking up with a bf is really very awful......it must be pretty bad if it is a bigger problem than that. Call me sometime soon, I will be here for the rest of today and tonight and then of course tomorrow! I can't wait to talk to you! I love you and miss you! =o) Take care and talk to you soon!