Bridge

No.. not the game.. the one I want to jump off.
The thoughts go thru my head.. yes.. I've had a bad day. (second day in a row)
How tall would the bridge have to be... for me to know, that when I hit the ground I'd die, or.. that .. I'd be scared shitless from falling. I dunno, I don't think they have bridges around here that high.

I guess I'll have to wait a few more weeks, till I go back home, and am able to go to Kinzua. Um... I wonder if I'll put this one off. Third times a charm.

I dunno these thoughts go thru my head... daily..
especially today...
I have a list of things I have to do before all this happens though....