Still depressed, no suicidal thoughts today though..
prolly cuz I didn't have a chance to think them..
I had a migraine most the day.. nauseated... and sick.. and felt like my
fucking head was gonna explode. Got out of bed... for the day at around 4-5. Not sure when.. I wasn't too fuctional. I'm heading back home tommorrow morning.
Stopping by near Harrisburg to visit Punky though. I'm very anxious about the whole thing, but.. I really want to see him. It's weird. He was the first guy to break my heart, we are still friends.. and I will always love him... and then.. I meet T., and although he broke my heart.. I still want to be in his life.. even if it has to be as friends... though.. T. will never open up to me like Punky did... although I think thats mostly cuz Punky has alot of fucking time on his hands to think about shit, and regret it.. and etc...
Oh well. Like sucks, then you die.
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