Monday, January 10, 2005

Feeling

A bit pissed at the moment. I just wrote a nice post and lost it.

Overall today, I'm just feeling empty. Sad a bit, but no crying yet... today. Thank goodness.

I made a few new friends online, from MySpace and from I think Yahoo profiles of people that are nice to talk to on the phone. Hoping to go hang out with one in the near future. It was nice to have someone to talk to, to not feel alone

I wanted to talk to T. But no call. I know I shouldn't expect it, thats why he doesn't call. I really always want to run into his arms when I'm upset but I can't. I just really hoped he would call. So many times, I just wish I could jump into my car and go over to his place, but... it would be really stupid for me to do that. First, he didn't invite me, second, he's never home, and third.. he'd think I was stalking him or something. Not a good thing..

So yeah, I started the Ativan, it seems to help calm me. Now I'm just getting angry because I can't seem to get an appointment with anyone. Which is really annoying & frustrating... and did I mention annoying.

Plus with my cat bite, my hand it swallen and I'm not sure what I should do about it.

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