was to share my feelings... with Sally...
but I tried to start with.... T. And this is what I wrote to him..
I'm supposed to...
Tell people about my feelings.
So I'm starting with you, although that wasn't on my list. Everytime you call, make plans and cancel. It hurts my feelings. I cry, a part of me dies inside, it hurts deeply. I get my hopes up each time only to be crushed. Same when you say you are going to call.
I don't feel that you are a prince, but I don't believe that matters, because I've come to the realization, again, that I just need to get over you and move on. I know this already, but my heart aches for you. I love you, I care for you, and my daughter cares for you. But I know it will never be.
I'll end here, because I just needed to let you know that you hurt my feelings, and that is why I wrote. When my feelings are hurt like that, then I feel like noone cares about me. I feel like I'm not important.
As far as the XP disk, if you want to send it, fine, I do need to get my computer fixed, but I don't believe that you ever will. You promised me when ur cd was out, I'd be one of the first people to get one, and yet I am still waiting.....
Oh.. and you borrowed my shirt too, if you could return that sometime, I'd appreciate it.
Have a good day/month/week/year/life...
and I'll catch you around sometime...
... . You know how to find me...
Sunday, January 16, 2005
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