Therapy

Therapy helped a bit. A reality check.
Getting laid helped even more, but my inability to get off really sucks. Next time. I'm completely amazed at what transpired last nite, well and this morning. Unfortunately... I had to come home, and now I have to get ready to go to the DR. then go to work at one. I'd rather be getting some more....

First off, M. is so damn hot, and after the talk we had the other nite, we joked about having sex... and thats what I thought it was... I flirted a little, and found out, he really did want me. He's so forceful, so strong, its a big turn on for me.

So we were playing pool... he won, 5-6, I asked him beforehand what the winner wanted, and he replied.." what do you want..??" I said..what do you want if you win... and he said.." everything". He got it, thats for sure. HE said after the game was 5-6, we should play another game, I agreed, because I didn't want to go home, he was getting me hot and bothered. We never started the last game... He ended up taking me right there on the pool table. Things I never felt before, FUCKING AMAZING....

Enough details... needless to say.. I had a good time.... and I should of been home two hours ago.. hahah

Can't wait to go over again...