Had so much I wanted to post...

But getting really tired.
I first wanted to post about what an asshole T. is, but that is senseless, cuz everyone knows that, including me now..
He expects me to worry about his feelings, that he doesn't share with me... and tells me he cares, and he dates other people, and never calls, and never writes, and when he does talk to me online, he says mean things, and antagonizes me, usually until I cry... and I put up with the shit. I KNOW.. I have problems, but that boy does too, and he needs help. I only mean that in the nicest way. I would never tell someone I was hurt one min.,because I didn't get to see them, and that I cared about them, and then say "if we are lucky.. she'll slit her wrists". If i was in a bad spot, right now, I probably would have..
But I'm stronger than that... harder.. and tougher...
I will get over this bump in road...