I was talking with him, like I do on quite a few nites.. when he is free.. One of the first questions out of his mouth is...Still the soap opera with T.? I reply that it is, and explain to him the latest. I just got an email today from T. that only said " hi..." I was confused... but ok... I'm sure he's off busy with the band. But anyway.. I know T. loves me and I told Sersote this, and he asked if I was sure.. and said:
LOVE IS....
Needing to be with the person at all times. Being driven insane by not being close to them, hearing their voice, having their company. Love gets you through a hard day at work just to know that you can go be with the person you love afterwards. At least that's what it is to me.
I do partly agree.. . but.. I'm trying to be patient with T., it just kills me, that he knows he could lose me, but is walking away anyone.
I wish someone read my blog, besides myself. At first it bothered me, that noone read it, now it bothers me that noone posts comments.
Anyway.. started taking the Prozac and Ativan today... just drowsy. We didn't really do anything at work today, so .. we will see how it goes tomorrow.
I'm tired and am going to go lay down.
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Hi, hon!! =o) I just wanted to let you know that I read your blog everyday so I know what's up with you now that you moved away from me! *sniff* I decided to post a comment to make you feel better! *hugz* If it makes you feel any better, my joke of a blog never gets any comments. Of course, that could be because I only write in it once a month or so!! LOL Anyways, I love you and I'm thinking of you! TTYS
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